Oh. My. Gosh.

Radiation makes me SO tired. Granted, it's nothing compared to chemo. But I'm actually a bit surprised. When my doc told me I might feel a bit fatigued due to rads, I thought "Aw... how bad can it be?" But I slept for twelve hours last night. No skin changes to speak of yet, and no sore throat.

And no hair either. I know I'm being impatient, but I miss my hair. All I want is a full head of hair. That's all. Really. :) And good health. Forever and ever.

Tonight John and I are meeting my parents and grandma at Old Santa Fe to have some mexican food. I don't know what has happened, but ever since I stopped chemo, I have had an insatiable urge to eat mexican food for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

AND, whereas most things with and on my body have gone wrong and betrayed me over the past six months, my skin and nails look incredible. What the heck? Sure, I'm balding and I have poop problems and I was constantly nauseous and had a headache for six months and couldn't get out of bed and felt fatigued and had excruciating bone pain, but my skin looks darn good. :) There's just no rhyme or reason to this, is there?